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Trials and Errors - Rule One
Trials and Errors
~ Steal to Survive; Rule 1 ~
I suppose that if I am to write this, it must start somewhere early in my life. I dont really remember a lot of my childhood even now but they insist that I write this. To be honest, it may lift a heavy burden from my heart. Being doubly honest, I have many doubts regarding this endeavour. I suppose if it makes them happy, a page or two wouldnt hurt right?
To start with, my full name is Crystal Jayde Young. My father told me that my mother Theresa named me so. I guess she wanted a beautiful name for a beautiful baby girl with curly red hair and later on in life, green eyes. I was told that my mother was beautiful by my father. Ive only seen one or two pictures of her but it saddens me to this day that I will never get to know her.
I came into the world on April seventeenth of the twenty-first Common Era of the Mars Colony of New Orion. My mother died several hours after my birth. I would never know a mothers love. T
IowaIf you visit Iowa,
you'll call her fields empty,
but she wasn't born that way.
A part of her was carved out
when she was ripped between Virginia
and the purple mountains of New Mexico.
Her gold hair, she tore it out when she realized
it didn't make her a princess.
She laid her locks strung along every road
leading somewhere else.
White hairs on her cheeks
are scars from winter.
Her hair darkens with the dampness
of summer rains.
The storms are never silent,
but neither is life when there's a tear
in your childhood where
a parent ought to be.
I've been flooded by Iowa's sorrow.
The only way I can distract her from her own voided landscape
is if I hate myself harder than she cries.
She just wants to fly
and I want to bus or train,
not because I fear death, but because
I want to take living slow.
It's the only way I ever feel.
From the air it's hard to watch Earth's hips move.
But Earth can't compare to the country.
That's my girl.
Full grown even when harvesting season's j
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